a BAR of HAM(:

2007-03-19T05:27:00.000-07:00

Look at me and Grab a straw. Cause you SUCK

410th. lovingyouso.undefinely

2007-03-17T16:57:00.000-07:00

why must i be left alone whenever we quarrel and you can have your friends around you. today is the last day of March holiday and i dont wnt to spent it away like this.

I tried my best to be as happy as i could at Sentosa yesterday. i wnt to be the Tiffany where i wont expect much from you. but i couldnt stop myself from expecting a perfect ending at the end of the trip there. because i longed wanted to go there with you and i thought you will be more excited than me because you have not been there for a long time. but you didnt feel it tht way. this made me feel so bad bringing you there. this made me disappointed. i just wnt you to have fun there. but its seems, without your friends, i couldnt see any laughters and smiles when they are around you. i envy them. i envy on how they can make you happy. i'm learning. i'm trying to be like them. but i couldnt.

everytime when you promise me tht you will accompany me. i will tell myself tht you will. but you didnt. ths the trust involved.

you wnt me to be happy? then do wht you said you will.

2007-02-14T04:42:00.000-08:00

isnt these pretty?

the first time i received flowers:]
i bought this for my lovely mummy(:

stop staring! he drew a Cat+Rabbit creature

today's valentine's day! but he was sick. but he still brought me to eat chicken chop at 800 plus. tht was my idea. long lost memories . haha. i ate almost everything. i think so. then took 291 to inter. went to walk around there.

went to isetan. went to the toys area like we normally do. Dear drew stupid pictures. he was cute:] went to play with dolls. we invented creepy stories about dolls. (they will STARE:D)

then went over to century. walked a little then went home.

the fun part. we exchanged presents(: images are shown(:

thankyoudear. i love your presents. thank you for writing so much strips of paper of 'iloveyou bla bla' although you're sick. hope you like my present:]

happyvalentine's dear. its going to be our 1year1month soon. anxious!

2007-02-13T02:38:00.000-08:00

had English and Chinese compo today. had confidence towards chinese. but not english(:

valentines tmr. i've prepared presents alrdy. loveyou lots

2007-02-09T02:06:00.000-08:00

loads of Amaths and Emaths homework. sian.

went to Anglican to watch Dear's match with Siglap. they won:D

CCHMS.pingyi.telokkurau.bedoknorth. All the best B-boys(:

iloveyoudear. you are going to wear the smart shirt i gave you TMR(:
DONT PAISEH LA :p

awaiting on valentine's(: wcrc

2007-02-05T02:45:00.000-08:00

packed biscuits for bCg yesterday night. haha. the process was like. er, how to describe...i dont kno. its was 'warming' - to pack for my `LOVE ones~ dear dont have any, but i made a breaddy lovely kaya breakfast for him early in the morning. yea.

HOW SWEET OF ME~~~~~~~~~:D

today was in sch till 4.45. i'm going mad alrdy.
but today during physics lesson, i rest my head on the table cause nth to do. then Mr Kim told us tht he brought our test paper. i was ' nah, i wnt to continue sleep'.

'the only one who scored full marks for this test was.....................''''''

:D

They won DUNMAN!!!

Iloveyoudear. i will rush to support you on yr next match(:
i will prepare my super bread, so tht you will have energy~~[:

2007-02-03T19:15:00.000-08:00

yesterday was our one year(: went to dear's hse to play guessing game with him. there he opened the wrapper. haha. hope he like the present.

then train down to Cafe Cartel at Orchard cineleisure. we looked at the menu for bout 10 minutes? maybe(: dear ordered his Onion Teriyaki rice with chips and I ordered my Chicken Cutlet with WEDGES!~ the food there was HUGE. haha. i dint manage to finish my chicken cutlet but i manged to finish the wedges. long time since i indulge in all this fantastic food. haha. i was so full. i didnt finish up the BREAD given to us for free when first we settle down.

dear paid the bill. so expensive....he ate my portion of cutlet. so its worth his stomach. my fridge~ then went shopping. went in to Revoltage. the shirts and accessories there are so cool. the wallet(: then went to Taka. went to HelloKitty:D. then walked arnd the toys area, saw alot of cute things there. then went to buy my cuppycake[: i was full, but i didnt care. yummy.

(he was tired of me talking about food. chicago steakhouse, jack's place, pizzahut, chicken chop, bread, lalallala~)

went went to The Heerens. FLESH IMP~ whoa. saw a nice jacket there. walked arnd. went in to action city. the packet of crackers can move! haha. then train back to tm. shopped for valentines. saw a cute keychain, pictured of 2 bears hugging. heh heh. then went to century, i bought egg tarts home for my mum.

then we walked back home. time flies being with him. one year had past.

'' dear?''( iyah, shit me, shld have kept the message(: )

iloveyoudear. had a wonderFULL time together:D 366th. o3o2o6

2007-02-02T05:11:00.000-08:00

i was fouled out.
the moment i walked out of the court, a question flashed inside my head unknowingly,
'Did I contribute anything to the team?'
i cried. but nvr i was ashamed.
it was a terrible feeling watching the red board held up.
the feeling - called unknown. undefined.

the court was filled with tension, hearts so eager to win. the scoreboard. 21-21. coaches watching. refrees running.
i told myself, we can win and its a must.
but still. we lost.

but i know. we are winners ourselves. we know tht. cause we have tried our best to catch up with the score. i'm glad tht we improved compared to our C'div times. a 'baby team' i shall name ourselves. we have grown up. 3 long years. and yes, we are inferior to them. but the friendship bonded in us have proved something. although its not victory, but a team called bCg.

thankgod i've met you great guys. the first day we met, we are meant for each other.

i'll nvr forget how hard we tried to bring the team back together.

i love
-kristie4
-Diana5
-WanQuan6
-Larlene8
-Gerlyn9
-Baoling10
-Vivien11
-Gillian12
-Jocelyn13
-ZhiHui15
-Monica19

the Obstacles we faced. that is a must to add on to our lovely story for bCg right?

i'm waiting for the night to go away. another 1/4 day. and yay! i wnt to play guessing game with you. i hope you will like the present:D
I LOVE GIVING OUT PRESENTS!~ (if only i'm a millionaire)
iloveyoulotsdear. happyone1year(: 365th- i'm waiting

thankyou larlene and zhihui and monica(:

2007-01-31T02:55:00.000-08:00

our 1 year is reaching. i'm ********* quite **** of things to ****** ()() tht day. i kno i'll be ********* enough as i can get to celebrate tht day with you. nevertheless, i just wnt it to be ******* and ********* for me to remember for the rest of my life. something tht will really ******** me. i dont kno how shld i be describing what * ****. i hope tht *** ***** ()()() ** effort and time ** ** ********* *** ()(). i'm not saying tht i wnt *** to buy ***** expensive stuffs and ******* it to ** ()() **** day. i really dont wnt my special day to be so blend.

its just tht feeling i cant describe. i hope *** **** wht i rly ****.
i will not reveal all the (****) to you till tht special day is over. you can fill in the blanks. i shall mark it aft the deadline(:

loveyoulots. i'm waiting...363th

2007-01-28T05:58:00.000-08:00

I'M GOING TO TELL A STORY. Its long. you can choose not to read(:

28.o1.o7.

met dear at the MRT station. he reached there earlier -.- train dwn to Somerset. went to Takashimaya. my favourite place(:
went down to B1. damn god. JAPANESE STUFFS. it was just a small corner of the level, and i was like memerised by all the cute things there, with Dear beside me repeating himself: "Dear, i very hungry leh...." haha. sry Dear.
keep on walking arnd the Japanese stuffs. saw many keychains and charms. feel like buying all of them. saw a wallet tht rly caught my attention. its nice. to me. its really a Japanese kind of wallet with flowery patterns. but who cares, its made in Japan. its RED. went back to the keychain corner. hesitated about which one should i buy. finally chose a pink charm. and Dear ask me to choose another thing which i would wnt to have. so i chose a little pouch. thnk you dear. so went to pay at the cashier.

He was rly hungry by then. Sry!~

went down to B2. went into Cold Storage. wanted to buy lots of sushi to eat. but all i saw was like RAW, which i haven started to learn how to eat since i ate 1 RAW salmon which i puke it out when i was a kid.
then when to buy toriQ. 2 box of rice. I love their rice(:
then aft eating, when to shop in the BREAD SHOP. i love shopping in those shops(: the aroma. oh my god. i bought one puffy yellow bread. cupcake shall i describe. it was the best i have ever eaten. i thought tht i have kicked the habit if indulging bread alrdy. but i think i cant do tht anymore, cause i'm addicted to tht cupcake. I went for the SECOND ROUND. i bought another one(: oops. fantastic:)
then went to arnd the level. saw the white chocolate rapsberry cake which Dear bought it for me last time when we were celebrating our monthly. it was GORGEOUS~
eat and saw many many wonderful thins in Taka. no wonder its my fav. place(:

*surprisingly, i didnt went to look for HelloKitty. completely engrossed in the parts of the shopping mall. esp B1 and B2. sry Kitty( visit you next time(:*

went arcade in the cineleisure. shopped there awhile. then train back to tamp mall. went to have our dinner. shopped agn. walked back home.

one the way, went to the park. with cool breeze and mouldy weather, its was a nice feeling shared with Dear(:

then went back home aft knowing tht the bubble tea shop is CLOSED. why must you???? i wnted to buy STRAWBERRY ICEBLENDED for my mum!

thankyou dear. i loveyou lots. 360th(:
5 more days.

2007-01-27T06:54:00.000-08:00

i'm going to do alot of things on tht special day. i hope. o3o2o7

i cant concentrate when you scold me on court. i just cant erase the image of you being so fustrated in my mind. the feeling. i nvr had before. having someone to scold me when i'm out trying my best to prove to everyone, every player watching us. i wnt all of them to know tht we junyuan girls are not out to be thrashed by other teams. you're disappointed, so do i.

trying step by step. but not anymre. cause time doesnt stops.
sry to all sec4s. i rly wnt to make this year a mermorable one. but i guess i cnt be the one

2007-01-23T02:47:00.000-08:00

early in the stupid morning, a car nearly knocked me down. just one step mre, and i shall fly. the driver was a woman. damm you. wear specs still didnt noticed tht it was a red light for you. fuck you la. hope you meet up with an ********.
many things to do in class today. all are schoolwrk, and more schoolwrk. its never ending. mrs shankar never come for 3 periods. the class was so happy(: but then, still need to do the Ten Years ser. done in class. happy. but still got tons of homewrk awaiting for me to hold up my stationary and start on them. ....maths quiz. sure re-test. chinese wrk. done. geo. done.
aft sch went to dear's class. he played with Khaikit's hp games then went off to have a maths test. i stayed in the class to finish up some of my homewrk. larlene, zhihui and their classmates were doing the decors for CNY. i helped them out a little by pasting the double side-ed tape and Sweeping the floor. cool me(: then went down to find him. training was changed to 840. walked there with him and the b boys then i went home by myself.

phy test tmr. i haven read.

loveyou. 355th.

2007-01-21T02:27:00.000-08:00

tmr got sch agn. sian. got to stay in school till 4.45. hais. i dont know how long can i tolerate this kind of time-table. sch made my life all full of boring activities.

365.1/4 - 353= 12.1/4 days
i'm waiting

2007-01-08T03:25:00.000-08:00

i really dont wnt you to be worried about me. but wht i wnted didnt happen. sigh

2006-12-28T21:33:00.000-08:00

watched Deathnote2 with Dear yesterday. a 9p.m. show. watched till 11.30 p.m.
it was so complicated & nice show.
now awaiting for its posters(: and DVDs. i wnt them!

i've learned while watching this movie tht i should have turned off my hp in silent mode. cause for once i took my eyes off the screen, i didnt know wht had happened to the story. IT WAS INTENSED!

iloveDeathnote! ilovemyboy too. SHINIGAMI~ =D

REM;Ryuk

2006-12-25T07:21:00.000-08:00

went to meet Dear at MRT station. i was late. sry dear. yea. then train down to city hall. went to look for his SHOES. saw a NIKE DUNK LOW. a GREEN one.

i said: " eh dear, very nice leh, buy lah"
him: "huh, dont know leh, i wnt buy AND1 basketball shoe leh. i no shoe liao "
me: " so you wnt to buy or not??? "

then went out of the store,

me: " so how?"
him: " let me decide first"
me : -.-"

went to have our lunch.

me : "so how??? "
him: " dont know leh "
me: "i still think tht its better tht you but the sneakers. so nice los. so pity if you nvr buy "
him: " then i'll have nth to wear at tournament."
me: " argh! "

the conversation continues,

went to the store( i knew tht he'll have some HEART to buy :p),

try on the size 7.5.

me:" so how??? " ( i repeated this sentence alot of times alrdy)
him: " huh, i still dont know leh"
me: " buy lah. next time no mre le leh. last pair alrdy."

aft much of my convince- sation,

me: " ok ah? "
him: " ok lah ok lah"

i asked the salesman to give me the last pair.

while walking to the counter, he told me this very, " wht do you exactly wnt" sentence.

him: " i dont feel like buying alrdy leh."
me: " dont care you."

END OF MY HARD WORK. (: -PAID-

ADVISED WHEN HELPING HIM TO SHOP FOR THINGS:

1) BE PATIENT WITH HIM.
2)TELL HIM MANY GOOD POINTS ABOUT THE PRODUCT.
3)THE TREND.
4)TRY TO SAY AS MANY ADVANTAGE BETWEEN ANOTHER PRODUCT WHICH HE WANTED EARLIER WHICH WILL MOVE HIS HEART.
5)TELL HIM '' JUST, JUST, JUST BUY ONLY'' (:

AND THANK GOD, HE FINALLY BOUGHT IT =D

went to Orchard. cineleisure, Taka. walk and walk. saw a HelloKitty wallet. dammit nice(: walk and walk. blah blah blah, did alot of shopping.
went back to cineleisure. up to arcade, got one stupid dumb ass play bomberman. pure dumb. my Dear pro los. snatch his machine. Bum bum. haha. he du-lan cause he keep dying. haha. then he give up. then there went he played. he also die. say is my fault. hmph. haha

then its bout 7p.m alrdy. went to watch the X'mas lightings. so nice(: . then went to Wisma. then also did alot of things. lazy to post anymre le. got pics. but lazy also. train back, then saw GERLYN & WEITINGG(: .

went to TM awhile. went to G200 agn !~ ah~ so many people. no size. sian 1/2. nvrmind. go agn tml (: . walked back home. its sweet. long time nvr so late go back home with Dear alrdy. happy happy(: merry christmas everyone(:

hope you like my present dear. iloveyou. muacks . 25.12.06

2006-12-20T04:07:00.000-08:00

IKEA
12 bCg-es :D
wht a BRILLIANT candle this is :0
micheal jack jack
our dream corner. approx. 2.5 times 2.5 sq. metres(: with railway track
went to Dear's hse early in the mrning at arnd 8 plus. then played street-fighter with him. i always lost to him. He just doesnt wnt to give in to me. i dont wnt to pei him play anymre(: if you wnt, then let me win. anyway, i won you once. ( out of the many games) only once. shit. I SHALL TRAIN MYSELF TO BE A BETTER FIGHTER!.

i was hungry. keep rushing him to bring me to eat lunch. then he lost. brought me to HOUGANG mall. walked arnd. then decided to go to coffeshop and eat. very Hot. then. say wnt to go to Changi Airport. but in the end, went to IKEA.

there alot of things to play with(: can put basket on his head. haha. and WE BROuGHT 70 IKEA pencils back with us. it was His big idea. and i was inflenced. fun(:

then went to Megastore. thre also alot of things. shall not elaborate any further. too much aldy. then went home aft feeling tired.

then we play games. i won. i guessed that there are 75 pencils. He guessed 80. and ta-da!~, 70 is the answer. i won i won. somebody owned me something. (: i cant say in public.

iloveyoudear. 321th

2006-12-19T05:41:00.000-08:00

today stayed at home the whole day.

imissyoumuch. 320th

2006-12-18T04:56:00.000-08:00

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2006-12-18T02:31:00.000-08:00

had training with B boys today. run alot without doing any warm up. aching all over. my poor feet is struggling with the blisters. sry. but the happy thing is tht can train with dear. done alot of skipping today. training ended. went to TM have lunch then proceed to his house. i opened his fridge and took out a vitagen. haha.
then drink w/o asking. this has become a frequent routine for me whenever i go his house. the first thing is the curiosity to open his heavenly fridge. all sorts of drinks, sweets, chocolate, ice-cream. argh. will die. then slpet awhile while he watch his STREETBALL video. damn tired, then suddenly my stomach started to cramp a little bit. i was scared tht the worst will come. so asked Dear to send me home. took LRT and waited for the tortoise 27 to arrive. then said bye bye to dear. sad-ed. but now, not pain anymore. maybe later. i dont know.

iloveyoudear. 319th(:

2006-12-15T05:31:00.000-08:00

worked today with wanquan. was so tired the previous day. washed the bicycle today with my back not straighten. hm. earning money is indeed not an easy thing to do. but, one happy thing to be elated of. he came to send me home! whoa!~~ i loveyou dear

cnt see you for 3 days. countdown from 2. missyou. 316th day

2006-12-10T19:52:00.000-08:00

white version.

imissyouvry much. thnk you baby.

2006-12-08T19:01:00.000-08:00

yesterday went to Orchard with larlene gerlyn weitingg & vivien. went to quite a few places. cathay cinep(??). fareast. the Heerens. and wht we did at Mac is really awful. (: vivien and weitingg the culprits. feet so tired. larlene kept imitating Happy Feet. (: haha. *tap**tap**tap*. i bought a Flesh Imp jeans. its so nice. i'm broke. ... went to bugis around evening. they cant find things they can buy. haha. but in the end. they bought...

gerlyn- t-shirt
viven- also t-shirt
larlene- a girly blouse
weitingg- nail polish

all at bugis street... =D boring them. haha

imissyousomuch.

2006-12-07T04:16:00.000-08:00

bunny(: TERny& TIFny :D
yesterday, you sent me a MMS of one little cubic of fruit-tella to anger me. So today, early in the morning, i send you a Pretty picture of ELMO to you to start yr day. Yet, you sent me another one... a packet of three. argh! it angers me more. =.="
meet dear at 12 plus. went to the smally TM. Its really small. walk around here and there. went to visit my bunny at Precious Thoughts. crossed over to century. went back to TM. went to ToysRus. saw a BIMBO GIGANTIC BARNEY! Its cheap for its size. then dear asked me to choose which one i wnt. i cant decide! i wnt both! if i'd lots of money in the world...I'll.....(:
then walk agn. its boring... but wait! dear brought me to buy the bunny which i wanted so much as its cute. and it can PRODUCE LULLUBY(?) (: thnk you dear. i love you. went to arcade to play bomberman. bomberman died in the end. so sad(: haha.

er dear...page93 at TIMES. you're so *****:D so paiseh sia. shhhhh! ...

loveya 308th(:

2006-12-04T04:57:00.000-08:00

cchms is ahead. sian ah
vivien's dream house.
after match in the toilet
pretty pretty gerlyn. haha
(:
can you see who's panting? (: haha
bye bye

met baoling to go to inter to meet the rest of them. bought hotdog to eat. thts my only lunch. but its ok. can lose weight. haha. then joked alot in the bus. everybody so hyper. but when we reached, everybody was down(: haha. weather was very hot. sian 1/2. go there macham training. did layups all those. then match. played a lousy match today. shagged):. lalalaal~ then took pictures in the toilet. haha. then went to took bus home. in the bus, me and weitingg did a good deed. we let seats to an old lady and her maid. wee~ stood all the way back home. not tired. but my mind is tired. because i'm missing someone badly(:

iloveyoudear. i'm sry.

2006-12-03T16:56:00.000-08:00

ben and jerrys- white chocolate(:
ben and jerrys- i wnt to have a bite on this!
barney singing and dancing- THE NEXT SINGAPORE SUPERSTAR
lalalala~

hey barney! look here and say you love me!
awesome yea? barney!

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2006-12-03T07:32:00.000-08:00

my present from him(:

the last bit of my present);
Deathnote2
sry balloon):

10th mnth today(: dear went to ball at 813 till bout 2. then we went to hougang and took MRT to Novena UNITED SHOPPING MALL. There got BARNEY. went to eat as we're starving. then took pictures of BARNEY! BARNEY was singing and dancing with its big butt around. so cute(: Took a video of it too. wahaha. dear bought a STRAWBERRY JUICE AT $2.50. IT TASTE NICE to ME, nut nt to HIM. So......his money flew away from his wallet and into MINIMELTS. Haha. bt nvrmind wht. as long as i like it. hehe. then i brought him to look at the things i wnt. oops, so sry dear. too tempt to shop=D. then went to cold storage. AH! Dear bought me a cake which i jokingly said i wnt to eat. haha. white chocolate rapsberry cake. OMFG! its so 'yum yum'(: haha. tiny bites on the cake of course. its a SMALL cake, with EXPENSIVE price. cnt say how much(: THANKYOU DEAR. haha. then went to the originals HELLO Kitty shop. OMG agn! so many of them. finally found another original shop. shop a long time in there. saw a pretty hp accessory. cnt take my eyes of it. i no money to buy): then went to VELOCITY opposite. lots of sports equipments there. another HELLOKITTY originals. argh. haha. lucky day plus temptations included. walk walk walk. until 6.30. i abandon a balloon which i picked up earlier. SAD. Sry balloon. went to take MRT to hougang. i almost lost. luckily got him. haha. then took 27 home. happy day(:

iloveyoudear. once agn happy 10th months(: long shall we last

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2006-12-01T01:56:00.000-08:00

training was short. went to watch HAPPY FEET with dear. went to have lunch then
bought tickets at 2.45. went to HDB blocks arnd TM to do some stuffs with him. nth in return so went back to TM. HAPPY FEET was very nice. the baby penguins were just so cute and small.
no regrets on watching tht movie.

Thnks Larlene for the things you gave everybody you bought from thai(: i liked it very much
Dear, dont be sad le. its very hurting to see you like tht. iloveyoulots. 301th

2006-11-29T05:13:00.000-08:00

Its 30oth today! yay yay! i loveyoudear. 10th mnths coming! wee weet. miss ya! (:

2006-11-26T03:23:00.000-08:00

I finally get to see you today! you're so sweet baby(:

our 300th is reaching in a few days time =P, AND WE'RE GOING TO BE HAPPY~!

2006-11-25T01:22:00.000-08:00

went to MarinaSquare alone to buy a ZEN micro. i wnt black, but left with silver. but its ok. its 4GB. waha. sad. no money alrdy):

imissyousomuch. i wnt to go find you. CHANGI~!!!);

2006-11-18T03:04:00.000-08:00

happy birthday to ZHIHUI! yay!~ we didnt go to pasir ris as planned. sry ZH. had a great day today althought only 5 of us turned up. done alot of shopping arnd for clothes(: haha. bought zhihui a black-belt and chocolate. she's a ZEBRA=D. she was so happy when we gave her the present aft singing her a happy b'day song at the tm's open plaza. took pictures. i didnt send it to my phone. it was in Larlene's phone. gerlyn climbed up. we all "disperse":D larlene went to buy sour plum. iyoh ah larlene, its $6.80, not $2.80. haha. something funny happened on the way to montip. ZHIHUI.........LARLENE......to be continuedx: hehe~ went century to take neoprints. spent quite a time there. we were cunning aft we took pictures! only 6 of us kno. lazy to talk any further. thnk you ZH. xiexie ni(: then i bought a cute white t-shirt. its so cute. we saw a hand band. RM90. Larlene guessed it right. it was a big $45. whoa~ then went to royal sporting. Jocelyn went home. then zhihui bought a BARNEY sticker-book for her sister at the newspaper stall. she's so damn gd to her sis. so envious); ha. gerlyn need to go home have dinner. ZH say wnt to buy ice-cream and eat. we went to KFC. gerlyn ah gerlyn. she's so hungry(: ha. zell bum bum bullied me, asked me buy for her popcorn chicken. but i get to be fed by her(: haha. then went to inter. all of us took bus home. GREAT day today(:

sry zhihui. only so few of us turned up. anw, happy 15th(:

imissyousomuchdear. 289th.

2006-11-17T04:25:00.000-08:00

bought kappa shoes and 2 bionicles at taka. argh! cnt download pictures into comp. next time then(:

woaini=D

2006-11-16T16:43:00.000-08:00

yeterday went to wrk. but went back home at 12 plus cause of stupid stomach cramps. waste my time. bleahs.
today. woke up. post. then waiting for dear to wake up. going out to but shoes at Takashimaya later(: yay!~
iloveyoudear.

2006-11-14T22:28:00.000-08:00

This is wht i wnt.

Dancing:

I tried to get into yr life tht you are having right now. You said tht i dont understand you. you said tht i dont kno how much dancing is to you. Said tht vivien larlene they all are learning dancing as well. So why i cant i learn and get close to you? Am i at fault? I'm alrdy trying hard to get back the friendship we had last time. Whenever i'm feeling bored or i've something to share with you or ask you out, i wont hesitate to call you. Do you kno how much I wnt tht back? Now you're saying tht i'm trying to be EXACTLY like you?

Copying your own style:

Did I? I dont know why Diana told you tht the way i wear is the same as you. Let me tell you this. I didnt even see her or talk to her for about 2 weeks alrdy. And importantly, I didnt follow the way you dress yrself, neither would i wnt to follow your style. Its yours, and I wont copy. I've got the 77th street card. so tht is where i go and shop. But do you kno tht i cant buy anymre shirts there? Cause you've bought most of them alrdy and I dont wish to start a quarrel about me having the same shirts as you. And i only ask you once about where you bought tht black shirt, tht is long time ago. You cant bring this out and tell the whole world tht i'm copying you. I dont kno whts wrong with diana, maybe she wnts to get back at me. I dont care about her. And if you really think tht i copy you. fine. I can also say tht you have the doggy tag as me. I have two of them at home. Larlene knew tht i bought tht last year, and had another engraved with terence name and mine. can i also tell everybody tht you copied me? No. i cant say tht. Because you didnt saw me having them.

Post:
"isnt it you who said tht"at least they turn up" where are you? please lah.this sucks now.it'll never be the same as before".
with this sentence, how on earth will i kno whether are you trying to be sarcastic at me?
I just wrote only one FUCK in my previous post. Is there anything wrong with tht? it only one. Why cant i just write a bad word with i'm pissed off?

i'm trying hard to understand you but you didnt even give me a chance to.

2006-11-14T04:42:00.000-08:00

I dont care wht the fuck you're talking about me. Let me get this clear to you. I didnt go for today's training because i've to work. I dont come from a rich family. I've to earn my own money to buy the things i wnt. Now everybody is looking for a job. weitingg, gillian. jocelyn and mre. I'm not the only one. and theres no question about wnting to work. nobody asks why. I dont wnt to depend on my parents to give me money and spend like nobody's business. The reason is simple. Talk all you wnt, i dont care. At least i'm spending my own hard earned money.

2006-11-13T17:31:00.000-08:00

off to wrk i go!

cnt see you today ):

loveyoulots

2006-11-12T22:01:00.000-08:00

he was saying:" dear, lets go... very hot here. " haha(:

yesterday to have lunch at Delifrance with my Dad. (: the desert there was superb! hot fluffy brownie and a very exotic taste of vanilla! *yum yum* then aft tht, went to Sengkang to meet Dear. went to vivocity agn. i admit its big, but theres nth to shop. went to watch Flushed Away. ah!~ i love the Slugs!!! but i love my Dear more(:(: haha. fun day cause i was making fun of him the whole day =D sry la dear (:

now so sian at home. WEITING!~ why must you hav trng!??

loveyoudear. 284th

2006-11-09T17:44:00.000-08:00

there is nth to eat now. so hungry

seeyoulater(: loveyou

2006-11-09T05:11:00.000-08:00

went to join wanquan at downtown to work. i went down to the coffeeshop and ate porridge by myself. so lonely. haha. then went to buy sweets. took bus21 there. ah!~ i didnt kno tht i was in the same bus as the boss. i thought tht i was going to be late for work. it starts at 10. and i was just a few minutes away. then i walk behind the boss. i took a look at my phone. it was 09.58a.m when we are just outside the workplace. the boss was PUNTUAL. 1 minute before his bicycle shop open. cool man. haha. the bicycles were so heavy. hand was reddish. today's job is just so tiring. worked from 10 to 7, just to get paid $35. haha. wanquan and I went to Mr.Bean. she bought 2 chocolate 'BUN'. and then went to Macdonalds to buy fries. i'm nt the one who bought it. its HER. haha. then went to take bus21. my legs was so tired after standing for long hours but i get to see my dear after wrk. yay!~

thanks wanquan.

i finally get to see you(:

2006-11-06T22:57:00.000-08:00

new floorings(:

my room (:

2006-11-06T21:45:00.000-08:00

somebody did my floorings yesterday. it was so nice!

so sad): i need to wait till thursday to see you. but its okay, cause you'll have to wait the same days to see me in late november. hope you have great fun in chalet (:

i'll miss you sweetie

2006-11-03T23:58:00.000-08:00

why must you keep hurting her.
you're not a small kid anymre.

iloveyoudear. 275th

2006-11-02T16:47:00.000-08:00

i bet every bCg member had their piece of fun yesterday. i love it!!! and i wnt somemre.

happy9thmnths dear(:

2006-11-01T01:53:00.000-08:00

training was cancelled today! yay~ cause there is only me wanquan and jocelyn. ): haha. then three of us went to quan's house and slacked. eat alot of nutty chocolates. I'M GUILTY!!! JOCELYN, COME AND BEAT ME!!!~ haha
To gerlyn and wanquan:
i'm sorry tht both of yr wish will definitely not come true(:
yep. wanquan went to sleep, and i played audition. then i called dear to come and find me(: watched gerlyn play 02jam. whoa, she's a pro! ha. then jocelyn need to go off le. i sent her to the gate and there she goes.
then dear went off to find clemence they all to play comp at Safra. waste of $. haha.
gerlyn then proceeded on with Audition. i watched tv. sian. nothing to watched. then i asked gerlyn to let me play. then she went to the sofa. i'm not a noob for the game anymore. thnks to her for letting me learn the skills. =p while i play, she slept. xD
feeling pain in my eyes, i exit the programme and woke gerlyn up. hha.
gerlyn and me went to 840 find weitingg, pei her go eat lunch. i decided to go home after tht. but, ITS RAINING! but nvrmind, i waited for to rain to CALM down a little bit. and yes, it kinda stop. so i bid goodbye to weitingg and gerlyn. so sad. haha. nah.
it was fun today=) [ wanquan was still sleeping when we left the house -.- ]

imissyousomuch. loveyou(:

2006-10-31T04:48:00.000-08:00

newly created (:

iloveyoudear

2006-10-23T04:57:00.000-07:00

i think i've won (:

iloveyoudear (:

2006-10-17T17:57:00.000-07:00

i dont kno which class to choose.

training on Thursday 2.30

iloveyousweetie (:

2006-10-15T03:06:00.000-07:00

training on tuesday. 3p.m. 17 oct. those who doesnt wnt to turn up, tell coach on tht day. don't let us do all the dirty jobs for you. dont give stupid excuses. we are tired of asking you people to go to trainings. i sincerely hope tht you wont get yr CCA points, then a happy new year shld i say.

you guys may hate me for wht i've say, but i dont give a damm bout it. try to be in my captain's position, then you'll get the taste of wht it is like. get out of BCG if you've lost yr passion for basketball. cause there is no meaning for you to be with us in a group. tht is -we have no common interest.

2006-10-12T04:24:00.000-07:00

when to gym with dear yesterday. it was after balling at 450 with (larlene gerlyn vivien kristie weiting and 2 tkgs girls) . he waited for me and surprisingly, he said tht he wnted to pei me go, and so, we go los. (: then took bus to inter. then dear went to buy MAC nugget meal. -.0
Haven even reach the gym, eating all the way aldy. he TEMPTed me to eat. but i say NO , although in the end i felt A BIT hungry, and ate some fries with CURRY SAUCE ( Yumyum ) =p. reached there, went to the office and bought two tickets. $3 in total. then went up the 2nd floor of the stadium, and there the gym i go~! went to play alot of the machines there. hha. dear was just so paiseh, dare not tryout with his super sexy PE-shorts. oops!~! xp hahahha. but in the end. he did. then in the middle of our fun, the instructer SPOT-THE-NOT! dear didnt have a towel, and was asked down to the office and get 1. haha. $1. blue in colour. why not PINK>??? ha. had a great time there. so, we were tired after running the treadmill, not me cause i run 1km less compare to him (:. wahhhh! dear FIT sia!!! wee~weet! yay. so we went out, and went a long route home. and on the way, he keep saying tht he's GOOD. yea yea~. you are the BEST okay? I LOVE LOVE YOU YOU!

ps to dear: ***so if you love me, remember to take the 1st move to bring me to the gym! wahahahahah (: ( and i kno you will! oops xD)

2006-10-07T06:06:00.000-07:00

i want back a healthy Earth. not like this one.

takecare everybody.

takecare dear. my family too. my friends. everybody.

iloveyou. (:

2006-10-04T00:56:00.000-07:00

happy eight mnths yesterday!~ (:

today was literature and CL paper 1. i think i did badly for this two.

tml. 2nd worse of all. there's GEOGRAPHY and CL paper 2. all the best to me. prepare to 'die;' (:

ilorveyousomuch (:

2006-09-30T03:04:00.000-07:00

friction is killing me on my way home. i didnt take a bus home. i wanted to stay outside longer, but i was asked to go home early.but i went to walk arnd tm and century, and i saw couples arnd me everywhre, hand in hand. the feeling in me was so alone. i felt like crying at tht moment, but i cant. i wnt to have a shoulder to cry on. but i didnt have. noboby knows me. nobody understands. i walked out, it started to rain. but i walked slowly, my mind was so full of things tht the pain had slowly became numb. i wnted to have a shelter, not the one you can find anywhre, but is the person i needed most at tht point of time is not by my side, caring for me. i complain to no one. nobody seems to care. i went up to the overhead bridge, hoping tht there would be a heavy downpour, so tht i'll sink in the rain. no one sees me.

i couldnt tell you wht i'm exactly thinking. but i could tell you one thing. it is just simple thoughts of a girl. it may be simple as you may think. yes, it is simple, till it became so complicated for anybody to understand. i dont wnt to add on any stress to you anymore. i wnt you to have some of your own freedom. i dont wnt to tie you down so tightly. i rly do.

2006-09-29T00:07:00.000-07:00

sigh. time hardly ticks

2006-09-27T01:33:00.000-07:00

imissyousomuch.

EXAMS is DRIVING me CRAZY

2006-09-21T00:53:00.000-07:00

its Thursday today! met dear at 6.30 at the playground to have our breakfast at 800 plus. hurray!! yay yay~~ (: went to eat nasi lemak at the foodcourt. the chicken wing was nice~ (: dear bought everything the same as me, but not the ikan bilis. he's so dumb. add 50 cents i think. hahahahaha~ played with the rice and the chicken skin. heh heh~ the table was in a mess. then aft eating then went to buy sweets. bought a hellokitty chewing gummy! dear paid for it. ha. yummy~! before the first period, i ate it all up. TEMPTATION.~~

*BORING SCHOOL HOURS*

iloveyoudear. my babysitter (:

2006-09-18T01:01:00.000-07:00

Time flies in sch today. First lesson was D&T, then lifeskills, math. Mrs Oh came to our class to teach us Geography after recess for three periods. She was quite a joker, not like her self when she's not teaching. After tht was Art. A relief teacher came in and talked bout him having a BIG display of aircraft models he had at home. we were like '' WOW''. Bleahs (:

after sch, went out with baoling, jocelyn, wanquan amanda and jean to A1 and have our lunch. went home with baoling aft tht.
So now, going to meet my boy now. yippee!~ (:

i love you boy. (:

2006-09-17T02:18:00.000-07:00

guess who ? (:

2006-09-17T02:12:00.000-07:00

my handsome (:

2006-09-16T07:07:00.000-07:00

changed a new blogskin today. happy (: but sad.. ):

missyoudarnmuch ):

2006-09-16T04:56:00.000-07:00

Finally i've finished painting my room! hard work had been paid off by having a clean new look of my room. i love the colour! (:

iloveyoudear. missyousomuchtoday ): 226 days

2006-09-15T06:22:00.000-07:00

Training at CCHMS with those chungchengs girls when it supposed to be having a friendly with them. The training by Ruiwen was so awful. Disgusted. Knee caps are 'utterly' smashed from those jumpings over skipping ropes. its was all physical today. pumpings, running, jumping and those enduring thingys. Sweating like hell. *drip drip drip* (: and as for the running arnd the CCHMS BIG POSHED PRIVATE HOUSING CUM BUNGALOW AREA, about a 20 mins run, bout 3++ kilometres. to VIVIEN...I think it was an endless route to her. and xiaoyan too. bot alas, they still make it to the end. *clap clap*. but with SOMEBODY'S help, the will of making it through is levelled! (: hahaha. we all kno who SHE is.. bleahs.

iloveyoudear (: 225 days

2006-09-12T03:32:00.000-07:00

i dont like tml. so sucky. i cant see my dear for 24 hours. wht iconnexion exercise. no meaning. sit in front of the computer for 6 hours, resulting our eyes to add more degrees. i rather go to school to have lessons. there may be free period and no homework.

iloveyoudear.

2006-09-09T06:41:00.000-07:00

went to Suntec to watch MONSTER HOUSE with dear. hha. today is kinda shopping spree for him. hhahha. this is wht he spent on.

-2 MONSTER HOUSE tickets- $19.00
-honeychickenrice.chickennoodles.drink- approx.$6.oo--
-tibits for the show= approx $4.00--
ARCADE= $1.50
macdonalds= $5.00++
dinner= $4.00

total= approx $40.00--

[the unwilling spree, he's broke (:]

iloveyoudear (:

2006-09-08T06:12:00.000-07:00

ilorveyoudear (: missyousomuch

2006-09-05T07:54:00.000-07:00

the Koala is me.

the tree trunk is my dear boy. (:

wahahaha~ (:

ilorveyousomuch. sry for today.

2006-09-04T04:56:00.000-07:00

i dont like waiting at home. (: haha. stayed at home, waited for my mum to come back from work. and tada!~ brought me to buy paints. PAINTS! GUESS WHT? i'm PAINTING my room! yay yay! but i miss my dear so much. ): yep. went down to 800 plus there buy paints. i want my room to be BROWN in colour. so i bought 2 tins of chocolate BROWN, and 2 tins of MILKY BROWN. hahas. yep. went home. very excited to start the job of being a painter. i *paint**paint**paint*...suddenly...i realised tht...its NOT FUN AT ALL!!! ): So sad. my hands so tired. need to brush up and down. stand on the chair.tip toe. bent down to get mre PAINTS on the brush. looked up to the ceiling, neck was straining...so tiring. I DONT WANT TO PAINT ANYMRE! how i wish i was a BARNEY FAIRY. Then i can see the results of my painted room with just a tick of my fingers. heh heh~. too bad. imaginary bubbles burst by itself. i can't see myself in BARNEY FAIRY'S beautiful dress anymre. nvrmind. wishful thinking. then after tht. i stop work and went dwn to 450 to find my dear. i wanted to see him just for a while as it was bout 5 o'clock alrdy. so reached there sit sit awhile talked to him then went back home by myself.

tml got maths lesson need to go back to school! i wnt to SLEEP ):

missyousomuch. ilorveyoudear. (:

2006-09-03T08:32:00.000-07:00

happy 7th month. (:

lorveyou dear (:

2006-09-02T06:59:00.000-07:00

went to dear's grandmother's house before going to walk arnd by ourselves. hm. the baby was nt as cute as my boy. hahas. he's the cutest! haha. eat some of the food there then we took 291 to interchange. took MRT to Bugis. shop arnd. went to check out the lastest movies. then of course dear's favourite place. ARCADE. Don't kno why today so good. pei him stand down there watch Time Crisis4. 30 mins i think. at least got my sour plum red tea pei me during the slow passing time of standing..haha. then after tht still got time jiu walk to Suntec. haha. lucky dear knew the way there. saved 40cents. hahas. its WORTH it. yeah. (: the trip to Suntec was a tiring one, but it was fun though. he made me laugh till i was thinking of dropping dead on the floor x). the baby's words he said. hehe..went to buy Auntie Anne's, then went to ARCADE agn. ( one day it'll eventually become my fav. place..(: haha. then went downstairs to eat the Honey chicken rice. yumyum. damm delicious. i love it. (: MARINASquare the 4th place. i was quite tired le. but i wnt to go there see see. yep. went to creative look arnd then jiu go back Tampines. dear wanted to buy the Miz29. i pei him go buy. white colour de. but...not the same pattern as mine. haha. nevermind. and then.. went to eat dinner at 500 plus. haha. quite late le. so after eating jiu took 168 home. fun today. 5 fun places (:

lorveyou dear (: 1 hour 43 mins.

2006-09-01T18:18:00.000-07:00

Yay!~ dear is go'g to bring me to Suntec agn! xD

iloveyoudear (:

2006-09-01T17:55:00.000-07:00

its me (:

its him (:

2006-09-01T07:47:00.000-07:00

finally changed a blogskin with baoling's help. thnks alot. but its not completed yet.

2 mre days...excited (: lorveyou dear